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LIfe in Freight Management

2009-11-15T13:04:00.011+08:00

How's my new job and my new lifestyle now? Many of you will ask... Answer:-

I had hell lots of hard time to adapt to my new lifestyle and to love my job at first. I believe everyone will or had gone through this stage of life. It was hard. The first day of work i came home hating my job and unsure with what i want, whether to continue or to quit. As time past, I told myself; Im not born to be a quiter. I just cant quit my job so fast. Im still learning. I have to be patient so I stayed on and continued learning to love my job. People dun born in bed of roses just like that. I believe for those who did, will go through tough obstacles in life as well.

So now im growing and starting to adapt to my new lifestyle. Learnt how to smile and laugh every single day in office. Thanks to my manager, Wendy and my other colleagues whom Im getting closer with. I know I've complaint going through office politics issues but I've learnt to ignore and be deaf when facing these issues. They are there to bring you down and it is only you who can lift yourself up. Easy to say hard to do but if you really try hard, you can.

So fast 1 month life in Freight Management past. got closer with my colleagues. We actually went out for a trip together to ipoh on the 7th and 8th of November. Cant believe Im saying this, but I had LOTS of fun going out with them. Im the youngest in FM; The mei mei of FM. Not gonna explain much. Will let the pictures speak for themselves. You decide and you judge. Whether I had fun or not.. hahahhahaa...

TRIP TO SUNGKAI HOTSPRING, PUB, LIN SENG TONG, SAM POH TONG, KEK LOK TONG.

INTRODUCING:-
Mandy, Wendy, Lyn, Lee Hong & Christine

All my JIEJIES. hehehe..

I was the only one who could withstand the hot water, dipped for damn long.. and the outcome of it>>>>>

Our beautified feet. It's obvious which one is my foot rite? hahahhaha!! HALF COOKED.
Human foot for main course anyone??

Posing for the camera before boiling the eggs. The water was 90C-100C. DUN PRAY PRAY ar..

ME peeling the egg shell. Mandy saving the shell from breaking to pieces. IN SHOCK! hahaha!!

And the results of boiling eggs with hotspring water>> Egg yolk turns out to be in BRIGHT sun yellow colour. DAMN NICE!!

Forget about the model. Focus on the egg... hahahha..

Love this picture. We were not near each other. Wendy took it in an angle which makes all of us look close. CUTE!!

All of my JIEJIES and me....

Posing for the cameraman to take picture. Thank you PAK CIK!

INTRODUCING:-

JAMES, colleague from FM Ipoh. Stayed over at his place.
Picture taken in the pub where we all got COCK STARED! because of how we dressed up to the pub. But HELL!! I dun give 2 shits about them as long as WE ALL HAD A BLAST!!!! We were the only one dancing while others jst drink their hearts out.. (NOT FUN AT ALL)

US. After the shower looking fresh the next morning after the long.... night..! *Ching*

Mandy, Christine, Lee Hong and me. NICE...

Natural pose picture taken by Wendy.. Love her photography skills. Taken with DIGITAL CAMERA!!

Even I had lots of fun, i still had things going through my mind. ZOOM in to see what i wrote in the WHITE BOX in the picture.

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Overall the trip was fun! It was my first time going out with all the JIEJIES and KOR KOR. Trust me, you will never know how crazy we can be. Especially those JIEJIES..

**Would like to give credits to WENDY, LEE HONG AND MANDY for taking most of our pictures during the trip, to all the JIEJIES and KOR KOR for taking good care of me during the trip and ensuring Im alright and had lots of fun! THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH!!

LOVE YOU ALL LOTS!

sushi zanmai life...

2009-10-01T01:31:00.009+08:00

i've been working in sushi zanmai, one utama since march til 28th september... became an assistant captain from 16th april til last monday.... working in sushi zanmai brings me joy and happiness.... that is why i felt so depressed knowing that im gonna leave soon... anyway, i shall post some pictures.... (as you know, im an IT idiot. that is why i dun post pictures in my blog always but i shall try)

this was taken during my surprise birthday celebration :

my birthday cake bought by them

from left - right : Ck (asst manager, me, ah yian phillip, ah mei, shiau wei and janet)

from right - left : me, shiau wei, ah yian, ck, ah mei, azman, janet

hello it's us again =)

the super trio aka charlie and his angels : shiau wei, CK and me!! (lolz!!)
p/s: yes, im lucky to have an assistant manager who is crazy and fun! that's why i enjoy working there with him..

this was taken during sushi zanmai 1st annual dinner :

super dining, group of japanese restaurant 1st annual dinner in one world hotel..

1ST ANNUAL DINNER!!

ah mei and me
(ah mei is the one whom i mentioned in my previous blog that she's my closest fren in zanmai)

ah yian and me
(ah yian is like my youngest sister whom i can always talk to if ah mei is not around or when she's not available to talk to.. ah mei got bf ma... ya know what i mean)

ming and me

(he is a chef who has experienced working in this line for 5 years. he is also like ma brader.. hahahha)

my fnb general manager : jon san and me
(when you see him first thing for you to do is =D.. please... or else he will ask you why arent you smiling? having a bad day? )

my colleague : jack /asst manager zanmai pyramid : alvin / and me
(jack is like my sai lou in sushi zanmai at first but after some issues we're no longer that close but still i dunno why i sometimes still care about him...)

this is actually my second time wearing dress.... and the 2nd dress i wore which is to the annual dinner is too sexy for me.. so not used to it.. but have to wear it also cause got no dress to wearfor this special occassion.. but turns out i do look ok.. not as bad as i thought.. BUT I STILL LOOK FAT!!

thanks to Sianny.. my wild, crazy, fun, close fren in sushi zanmai.. i miss you too!! muaxxx!!) she's the one who lend me the dress and the bag and did the make up for me... so nice of her! muaxx!!

having the thought of leaving all my love ones in sushi zanmai is really heart breaking... but i really have no choice if i wanna do good in my future... that is why after the annual dinner aka my last day, ah mei and i ended up in tears.. the pictures taken outside the ballroom are mostly taken while im still tearing.. good thing not so obvious... i really miss and love them so much... until now im actually still thinking of them... the ups and downs we all go through during work and after work... the gossips about all the customers we're facing everyday... omg.. i miss those times.... and now...

im the youngest in my new company... but i'm glad that i get to clique well with most of colleagues there... so although some may heard about my first day experience in FM is not really a good one, but i think i can be sure now that i might be ok as i get used to it.. jst need to give me some time to learn and adapt to my new working industry and my new lifestyle.. so wish me all the best!!

and to all my sushi zanmai frens!!!! i love and miss you all so so very much!!!!!!!!!

dreams come true...

2009-09-14T19:30:00.005+08:00

one of my dreams was to drive up to genting with myvi... weird dream but yeah that was one of my dreams.. my another dream was to enter genting's casino one day... jst to experience and not to gamble... lolz.. -MISSION ACCOMPLISHED-

last friday 11 sept 2009 was the day i actually drove up to genting with my myvi with ah mei and ah heng in my car... first time driving to genting sure is pretty scary not to mention driving in the middle of the night.. i drove to genting about 2 am (after work)... crazy but exciting! ck, ah boey and shiau wei in one car, ah lai, ah kent, and ah hao in one car.

driving uphill + winding + curvy road for a first timer sure is scary and challenging as you need to play with your gear most of the time.. thank goodness i was driving auto and i must say that my car is fit enough to be able to drive up to genting and i was so proud of my car.. lolz. half way through the journey up ah lai almost bang me as he wanted to cut me in a one lane road... stupid fellar!! that was scary.. another scary thing happened was when ah lai's car almost fell into the drain cause he almost lost control of his car while driving on a sharp curve. gosh!! ah hao and ah kent were damn funny!! they stopped at the safe place and started cursing ah lai for his driving and making their balls shrinked!! AHAHHAHAHAHA!! omg.. then ah heng wanted to drink beer so ah kent and ah heng switched places. ah kent sat my car up.

then when we reached genting i was thankful that i reached there safely without a single scratch!! heheh.. so we were planning how to get into the casino as ah mei, shiau wei and me are underage. ah mei went to genting many times but she always fail to get in. so the 3 of us tried our luck. fyi... shiau wei failed everytime miserably when she tried to enter the casino..

so ah mei followed ah hao.. shiau wei followed ah heng and i followed ah boey. ah boey and i waited outside the entrance and checked whether the coast is clear... play safe ma... lolz. so ah mei and ah hao got to enter... then ah boey and i walk towards the entrance.. shiau wei and ah heng was in front of us... they got to enter so ah boey and i followed behind them. as we got to enter the guard stopped ah heng to check his ic then shiau wei dumbly stood there to wait for him then the guard sense something wrong and told the other guard to stop her from going in and then ah boey was smart enough to pull me in immediately.. lolz.. so yeah first time attempt and it was successful!! i got to enter the casino!! pity shiau wei.. that night she tried to enter 3 times with 3 different guys and 3 times she failed. so that totaled up to 5:5 failed... so she was alone after the 3rd attempt.

the casino is damn damn huge!! damn a lot of ppl and damn a lot of rich ppl also.. seeing them gambling was fun.. there were noisy gamblers, silent gamblers and kiasi gamblers.. all of the guys gambled and the girls stood beside them watching.. lolz. as in ah mei and me.

then the next scary part : driving downhill! if you cant control your car and if you hit the brakes many times to control your car, you might stop your car at the side because of the brake/rubber burnt smell. good thing i didnt use much of my brakes. ck taught me to play with my gear instead of using the brakes. now another best part. finding your way back. kinda used the wrong way back to one utama.. and i have to pay many tols. guess what... after finding my way back, i only reached their hostel at 6.35am... reached my house 7.00am.. slept 8.00 am... thank god i was working 2pm the next day.. but still i gotta wake up at 12pm.. gosh!! lesson learnt.. never to go genting with them if im not off the next day... because you'll end up being a zombee during work.. everyone was tired and blurr the next day.. many problems and mistakes done... but it was all a good experience..

p/s: carmen... i like the way the dealer handle the game/cards/chips... their hand movement is fast and smooth.. lolz.. miss you!!

updates bout my new upcoming life...

2009-08-27T22:13:00.004+08:00

so bout the new job offer.... hmmm.... I've went for the interview on last Tuesday.... it was scary a day before and not so scary during the interview with Ms CJ... a very very experienced lady who has been working in FM for a very very long time... so what was the outcome you all may ask...

date of availability would be 1st October.. that is what Ms CJ wrote on the employment form... so i assume that i actually got the job... starting work on the 1st October....

it's completely a new thing for me as I've been studying hotel management majoring in food and beverage for 2 years and been working in sushi zanmai since march this year... suddenly changing to customer service in a FORWARDING (lol... have to change it.. this cant be wrong!!) company would be a big challenge for me.. but as everyone says... it's always a good thing to learn new things in life... get more experience and knowledge... in future, use the knowledge and experience to get better job and SALARY ... lolz...

i was negative about it at first but i think i need to keep myself positive to love my new job.... but i know i will be very 'hard hearted' to leave zanmai as i have been close to everyone there... the kitchen staff (ah lai, ah heng, ah hao, mike and ah meng) treat me like their "BRADER" *hits chest twice end with peace sign* arrhhh you know what i mean... and ah lam and ah teck, both PIC of kitchen staff whom i've been working with and always helping me to solve customer's complains... and ah chien whom i prefer to cook my YAKIMONO items/yakisoba ... oishi ne!! haihhh.... and the service staff (shiau wei, ah yian, ah yee, jack, phillip and angeline) that treat me as their "family/fren".... it's really gonna be sad and hard leaving them... especially my boss, CK whom is very understanding, helpful and caring.. and asst supervisor, Ah Boey whom i treat as my "daddy"... also very understanding... for this one month without my parents here, all my ups and downs are shared and solved with both of them... all my ups and downs are shared with Ah Mei as well whom i treat as my jiejie and closest best buddy as she is super understanding and she cares about me a lot...

OMG.... Writing this post also brings tears in my eyes... i wonder what will happen to me in another month time and how am i gonna be in my new job...

p/s: i've already wrote my resignation letter.. it's hard i tell you but have to do it some how... my mom especially hoping and wanting me to get the new job... you dunno how many arguments we've gone through throughout my hesitation of accepting the offer... all is filled with tears of stress and depress...

and i would like to take this opportunity to thank all my frens and family who has motivated and supported me throughout my hard times and persuaded me to accept the offer... you know who you are.... THANKS A BUNCH!! love ya'll to bits and pieces... hahahhah...

feelings......

2009-08-18T18:51:00.005+08:00

being home without my parents here with me makes me treasure them more than before... both my parents are in india right now.. they will be there for 2 months.. now, i have to handle everything at home... i may look strong and independent.. truth is, im not.. i always have the lonely feeling in me whenever i see others having fun or with their love ones... i've been in depression for quite some time now but i dun show it... i hate it when im off and not going out anywhere especially when im cashless or lack of cash.. i hate it when im bored.. that's when i start thinking a lot and always ended up crying.. guess im jst lifeless... to be honest, i want someone to love and someone to love me right now...
*my love one means everything to me.. now only i know.. it's a bit too late but hey.. better to know now than never...*

working gives me life.. working in zanmai gives me hope and life... but changing to a different work place might be a whole loads of different story... to be honest, im still hesitating whether to take a better job offer which was offered to me by esther's mom.. i've spoke to many ppl about it.. all advised me to go for it but i dunno... lack of confidence and low self-esteem makes me think twice about the JOB... the thought of leaving my bestest fren in zanmai, ah mei, kills me.. but i know i can always contact her even if im not working there.. but to me, everything would be different.. i've experienced that but is with someone else..
*trying to dare myself to accept the change but in the end i know im a coward to do so..*

many things to think of right now as im going through the stage of entering the adult world.. i hate this feeling but THIS IS LIFE.. i know... that's why no matter what im trying hard to go through it til i get the satisfaction. it may takes time but i have to be strong!! saying is easy, doing is tough/hard.. haihhhh... i dunno... i jst dunno what i want right now... working keeps my mind focus... not working makes my mind wonder.. thought bout suicide but no point.. i myself know very well that would not solve the problems. it gives others more problems.. we are mature to solve every problem we are going though... (quote: angeline jie)
*being patient by letting time lead me to where it wants me to be*

to all my old frens, you all should know who you are... I MISS HANGING OUT WITH YOU PPL!! I MISS THE LAUGHTER WE HAD.. I MISS THOSE CRAZY TIMES WE HAD... (to : primary/highschool/college/working frens)
*im jst being emo.. that's all..*
-n-

Near Death +__+ experience!! i&^%# DAY!!!

2009-06-22T12:26:00.004+08:00

have you ever face anything so serious that you might think that you'll die at that very moment?? after facing it wat was your reaction? did you maintain your ego and say you're ok but you're actually not or did you cry cause the fear in you has fought through your egoness?

well, i faced a near death situation on last saturday while driving to work..

i should tell you this : the last saturday was not my day.. it was a really unlucky day for me!!

INCIDENT NO. 1

so before heading to work (still at home) my dad was checking my car and then he said my car front left tyre puncture.. so drove to the nearest tyre shop to check all my tyre.. that particular tyre has nail in it that's why it has no air! wtf.. so i was supposed to go early to work on that day because i was supposed to teach a new staff HOW TO WORK IN ZANMAI (i had to bold it.. dun ask why) so they patched bck the tyre for me and after checking all 4 tyres, they told me the rear tyre is not so good ad... it has no "flower" ad.. so i asked how much.. it's rm100+ /tyre.. no thanks. i'll change it when have the money later..

AND THIS IS WHEN THE INCIDENT HAPPENED>>>

I was driving to work as usual, using KESAS highway(rm2.20 tol) then cut through the way to subang airport to go to NKVE highway(rm1.00 tol) REMEMBER I SAID IT WAS RAINING..

after reaching NKVE highway, i needed to go to the exit to damansara to go to ONE UTAMA and this is what happened.. that exit road is quite winding.. there's grass along the road.. so when it rain, the road will be slippery.. this time i was not speeding.. somehow i got lost control of my car while driving at a corner.... the back of my car swung itself to the right and i had to steer my car to right and make it straight again.. IT WAS A PRETTY BAD IDEA!! MY CAR STARTED TO SWIRL LEFT TO RIGHT AND IN FRONT OF ME THERE WAS A JAM BEHIND OF ME THERE WAS A LADY DRIVER!! WTF!! i maintained calm and tried to get back in control of my car again... and it became worst as well.. my car started to move itself left and right quickly and this is when i started to panic because i was so close to hit the cars in front of me with the speed of my car was going, i might have died in the crash.. i felt there was an angel or a guardian right beside me when i finally got controlled of my car.. i was <-> close to bang the car in front of me.. and i was lucky that it was a lady driver behind of me. if it was a maniac guy driver driving behind of me i swear to... i would have jst died on the spot with fatal head injury...

the lady driver drove beside my car to look at who is this bitch driving and gave her a shock early morning.. she looked at me i was very embarrassed to look at her but i took a glance and said sorry... i was lucky that she's not those lady who will start cursing and scolding.. I was shocked i called up Ah Mei my closest fren in Zanmai but couldnt get through her cause she was working so called up esther.. and i was shivering while i told her about it.. shit i tell you.. when i reached zanmai, my face was pale, my hands were cold, and i was still in shock. i couldnt talk and couldnt work. after that i jst sat down and then got up to told ah mei about it and sat down again to relax before i start work.. and i thought i would be fine after that... before reaching zanmai....

INCIDENT NO. 2

i was walking towards the entrance from the open carpark.. walked beside a puddle of water... and a driver at that particular time jst have to drive through the puddle and make the water splash at my pants.. why when i had a long walk beside dry land he dun want to drive beside me but only at the moment when i walked past that particular puddle you jst have to drive beside me... damn it...

INCIDENT NO. 3

i was taking my favourite regulr customer's order and i was using PDA... i thought i have keyed in A6 which is the table she was sitting.. after a long time, when A2 customer paying, he realised that he didnt order garlic rice small and gyuniku enoki roll twice.. to me that order was really familiar but it didnt ring a bell that it was actually A6 order.. as i said i thought i keyed into A6 so i thought they got their order already.. then i was furious at the ppl at the back section for taking wrong order or keying order for the wrong table.. then when my colleague told me that A6 was asking for their garlic rice, it rang the biggest bell in me. i checked the system to see who keyed in the order and was bad enough to see my name in big capital letter beside the order... WTF!!! I had to apologise to everyone and the customer for making them wait so log.. thank god their order was done quickly and sent to them... later we had to give them a complimentary dessert.... haihh... it's so not my day.. i thought i have pressed A6 before keying in the order... wtf...

INCIDENT NO. 4

During closing, the floor was wet, my shoes are flat have pretty worn off... so it was very slippery.. i took a tray of disposed sushis and walked towards the BAR to throw it... and the next best thing happened.. i jst had to fall right in front of my colleague includings some of the chefs on my BUTT!!! wtf... and when i tried to get up i fell again... i was so mad at myself and mad at everything because of whatever things happened to me today... i threw the tray, took my bag slammed the locker's door and walked out and talked to ah mei and burst out crying... i couldnt stand it... then i called Paulina to talk to her about it... cried and cried.... and then told her that i still owe the bank money... was really stressful about what is happening to me these days... found out that my dad have nose cancer, my grandma is going through her chemotheraphy and doing good... thank god... and my mom's company is a SHITASSFUCKINGMORON company.. make my mom work so hard yet they dun pay her her salary on time.. she still havent get her another half od april's pay and may's pay... WTF!! and she told me she quit that job but i have no idea why she still goes to work everyday... haihhh... my life is going through a lot of obstacles now...

INCIDENT NO. 5

came back from work, got into my room, and it was SO DIRTY!! EVERYWHERE WAS FILLED WITH HAIR AND DUST!! argggghhhh!!!!! and the worst part... MY SISTER USED MY LAPTOP AND DIDNT PLACE IT BACK ON THE TABLE AND YET SHE JST LEFT IT THERE ON MY BED!!! WTF!!!!!! I LOCKED MY DOOR BEFORE THEY BREAK INTO MY ROOM, TOOK MY THINGS TO USED AND THEN LEFT IT IN HER FREN'S HOUSE!! PUT PASSWORD FOR MY LAPTOP SHE COMPLAINED ABOUT IT!! TOLD HER I DO SO CAUSE THEY DIDNT OBEY WHAT I SAID YET HAD ALREADY CROSS MY LIMIT!! AND THEN SHE CAN FUCKING TELL ME BECAUSE OF WHAT I DID SHE'S BEEN GOING OUT A LOT!! WTF!!! WHEN I DIDNT PUT PASSWORD YU STILL FUCKING GO OUT EVERYDAY!!!! DUN FUCKING PUT THE BLAME ON ME WHEN YOU GO OUT YOURSELF ALL THE TIME!!! HOUSEWORK DUN DO LET POPO DO EVERYTHING AND YOU STILL HAVE THE HEART TO JST GO OUT LIKE THAT!!! WTF IS WRONG WITH YOU?!??!! i was so mad and frustrated with everything i jst throw my frustration by punching her door.... my hand was not painful but her door cracked... AS I SAID DUN PISSED ME OFF OR YOU'LL SEE THE DARK SIDE OF ME!!! DAMN IM PISSED WITH HER!!!!! i shall not mention which sister.. those who are close to me would know.... living in this house brings not much happiness but give me more burden... CANT RELY ON ANYONE ESPECIALLY MY SIBLINGS in this house... only my brother listens to me... which im very thankful... cant really rely on my parents now cause they are also going through hard times now..

i jst have to stand STILL on my own feet now... i have to brace myself to go through this obstacles... as CK said... there would be a time when one may face every single problem coming to you day by day... jst have to pray more now... lolz.... it wont come to you at one go but it will come to you slowly... that's what i hate... relieve that is over but stress when it returns...

LIFE SUCKS!!!

F!n@77y UpD@+3D.. lolz

2009-06-17T02:47:00.005+08:00

so yeah... here i am updating my blog... because someone asked me to do so.. i saw her yesterday and today.. and she never fails to ask me to update my blog... so here i am... lolz... LAME..

firstly, i would like to answer questions which are frequently asked by everyone:

a) Eh?! You finished your studies ad ar??

answer>> YES... graduated in december....

b) Aren't you gonna continue your studies??

answer>> I WANT TO... but i cant...

c) Why not take scholarship??

answer>> how much can it help me?? NOT MUCH

d) Why not take loan??

answer>> i cant really afford to pay back my loan cause i'm working now to pay off for my car installment every month now which is rm757/mth.. so i doubt i could afford to pay back loans...

e) Are you gonna be in Zanmai for good?

answer>> i doubt i'll be there forever but at the moment that's what in my mind... as long as i have the money to pay for my car.. BUT if i have a better offer obviously i will leave zanmai..

today after work, i went to jeth's cafe to celebrate esther's birthday with ameleen, whay lyn, yee lin and eng huat... lolz... and yeah!! ESTHER'S BACK!! HEHEHEH... unfortunately i have to work while she's back here in malaysia... it wont be like last time when i was jobless and lifeless and spent most of my time hanging out with them.... haihh....

WTF!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-05-02T03:00:00.003+08:00

after long time not updating my blog i finally decided to update my blog by sharing with you all my scary experience which happened to me yesterday.......

i had a "date" with carmen yesterday; to play pool with her in 7th floor in college. it was around 8.50 this incident happpened. i was at the traffic beside summit on my way to carmen's house to pick her up. there was this IDIOT ASSHOLE BASTARD RETARDED F**KER!! who scare the shit out of me!!! his car was stopped beside me, he stepped on the accelerator to get my attention. stupid enough i looked at him.. and the next thing you know, he actually asked me to shut up by showing the sign with his index finger placed on his lips. WTF!!!!!!!! AND HE FUCKING GOT DOWN FROM HIS CAR!!!!! WTF MAN!!!! my heart was pounding damn fast; my face turned pale and my whole body became cold! my first instinct was OMG!!! HE'S GONNA ROB ME!!! I immediately took my bag away from the passenger sit and he was quite close to my car... then i was so scared that i started SLAMMING on my horn to create BIGGER ATTENTION... thank god the highway that i was at was full with cars and motorcyclist... so as i SLAMMED my horn, all the motorcyclist was looking at me... I HORNED AND POINTED AT THAT FUCKER FURIOUSLY!!!!! they jst look.. as usual... MALAYSIANS only will be KPC when a thing already happened and it's to late to help that person. but thank god THAT IDIOT didnt dare to do anything to me after i horned for a very long time... then when the traffic light turns GREEN, that ASSHOLE still dare to disturb me by manouvering his car to my side of the road to block me but he knows he couldnt block me for long so he ENDED up driving straight and i immediately turned right to carmen's housing area... then i saw a police car and a policeman. i immediately told him what happened and told him to drive around to find for this FUCKER... but i didnt make an official report because that FUCKER didnt do anything to me besides making me SCARED.... BY THE WAY!! HIS CAR NUMBER PLATE IS WLG 7602 WIRA DARK GREY/FLAT BLACK....OMG... AFTER THAT INCIDENT, i was trembling and shivering so badly that i couldnt talk properly to carmen when i was telling her what happened... MY HEAD WAS SPINNING AND I FELT LIKE VOMITING!! i was too frightened because i had a bad experience before when i was in form 4... i got robbed by a motorcyclist while i was on my bicycle with my fren.. WORST EXPERIENCE EVER!!! WTF!!!! so better be careful WITH THAT IDIOT FUCKER ASSHOLE!!!!!

DRUNK DRIVER = IDIOT + ARSHOLE

2009-04-03T01:23:00.002+08:00

have you ever driven behind a drunk guy? if yes, have you ever thought of horning as long as you can to make him wake up or to stop him from driving??? have you ever have a thought of asking him to pull over and giving him a punch??? have you???

well my answer to all the questions above are yes!!

i drove behind an idiot today who was drunk driving... mercedez beu 650.. i was following him from behind after work from subang til klang....at first i was wondering why da fuck the car in front of me is driving 60km/hr.. i was so eager to over take him but i dint cause he over took the car in front of him (the idiot) so i was wondering why is that car moving zig zag on the road as if he was driving on a winding road when the road was a freaking straight road... so i purposely drove beside him and noticed that he was sitting damn near the sterring as if he's hugging it and his face was damn red and his eyes were barely open..

this is when i get mad and decided to follow his back... this arshole almost bang two cars who were speeding on the right and a driver driving slow on the left... i was so eager to horn but something pulled me back from doing so.. at one point he was drivin 40km/hr and that pissed me off but i was determined to follow him...to make sure he dun get into an accident or make other ppl get into an accident.. then when he was at the sg rasau tol (klang tol), he actually went into the touch n go lane when he wanted to pay cash. you might ask how on earth i know that rite? well, he paid cash in subang's tol when the touch n go lane in subang tol is not closed. so i decided to stop at the side after paying tol.

true enough i was right... i waited for 5 minutes for his car to pass my car... from my side mirror, i noticed he made the cars behind his reverse... AN IDIOT I MUST SAY.... so when he pass the tol, i continue following him.. after passing the klang town's bridge, i think he noticed i was following him or he was too drunk that he couldnt drive any longer.. he stopped behind a car near the bus station... that is when i stopped my "activity"...

you might ask why i am damn dumb to follow behind his car and why i wanna be a heroin following his car.. well the answer is, because i was furious, mad, angry and at the same time concern about others and him by looking at the way he drove... i lost my love ones to drunk drivers... my uncle, and my fren... when i thought about them i thought about that IDIOT who was drunk driving.. there was a time i was about to call the police to let them know also.. but i think if i do so i will put myself in SHITS and i might do the police job myself knowing how "FAST" they work.. i didnt wanna see anyone die on the road/in an accident because of a drunk driver... not right in front off my eyes.... well, glad that he stopped driving...

so please drivers out there... dun drink and drive... you do not wanna put yourself and others in grave... you dun wanna regret for the rest of your life as well... THINK BEFORE YOU DRIVE...

happy times... restless days...

2009-03-13T16:55:00.002+08:00

im finally working ad.... no more stress at home and i feel that ive changed... ever since i started working, i've been smiling a lot.. it's great to have good sense of humour customers especially during busy period... can chat with them while waiting for them to place their order and at the same time listening to their lame ass jokes....... and being lame to laugh with them...(take time to curi tulang also....) and i'll always feel happy serving family with cute cute baby and kids!!! so damn chubby and cute... always get to play with them and smile.... and also it's great to meet new ppl while working also... that's my job, serve ppl and make ppl happy and meeting new ppl.... so take a guess where im working now...

if you guess im working in a hotel... you're wrong... if you think im working in sushi zanmai.. you're right....

i know working as a waitress is damn tiring... but if you're happy working is worth it.. but thinking about my salary.... that is another thing to be worried about but... i dun mind at the moment... but i dunno how is it gonna be after this month..

most of my colleagues are asking me to apply for assistant captain post... but then im not really thinking to be working there permanently YET.... im jst working for a month to decide whether i really want it or not.. but i know the pay is definitely higher and according to my ast. supervisor i will get the post easily cause of im a dip graduate... but then again... come to think of it.. do i really want to be a server for the rest of my life?? i dunno..... this is something for me to think of now...

well..... as long as im not being stresses and depressed at home everyday is A GREAT THING! so toodles!!

p/s: im working in sushi zanmai one utama... feel free to drop by or dine in here... if you're salmon lover it's a good time for you to come zanmai in march cause we're having salmon promotion.. lolz! "promoting la konon".... i'll be damn happy to see anyone i know while working.... hehehe... *hint hint* AND ONE MORE THING... PLEASE DUN ASK ME GOT DISCOUNT OR NOT... CAUSE I ALSO GOT NO DISCOUNT IF I DINE IN THERE.....

searching for freedom, decision making, fighting for life....

2009-02-19T20:32:00.002+08:00

Is it a dream to stay at home, chillax and rot and dun have to worry anything much about not finishing your assignments and making your group members pissed at you and lecturers not giving you your marks to pass the term or getting hired/fired by your boss? Well, after being in that position for the past 2 months, I would say it was pretty enjoying dream at first but after a while it’s actually a nightmare….

The longer I stay at home doing house chores, being my family’s driver, and taking care of my grandma, I felt like I’m slowly being taken for my granted by my siblings. They dun have to worried about getting yelled at by my parents cause they are still schooling. But for me.. I’m different. It is obvious that if anything is not right in the house my parents and aunts will always come to me first…

Who likes getting scolding and being ordered everyday and every hour in the house when something is not right or to do something? I’m very sure you ppl out there would understand this. I know others may have bigger problems while mine is actually pretty small.. but a person can choose whether to live with that problem or to solve that problem and face a new problem and solve it again. Life is like a circle. When you solve something already, you will always be faced with a new challenge. And the challenge of my life which is still left unsolved IS GETTING A JOB AND EARNING MY OWN MONEY AND DUN HAVE TO WORRY WITH MY MOM CRAZY MOOD SWINGS.. I salute you yee lin for living up with a every-seconds-mood-swings mom. But that does not mean I hate my mom. She’s actually pretty fine when she’s really in the good mood.. when she’s not, be prepared cause the volcano is gonna erupt!! *KA-BOOM!!!!*

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Another thing to worry now is whether to let my grandmother to go through chemotherapy or not... It's actually a very painful thing to go through... we're (my family) are worried that she will go for the first session and would not go anymore cause of the pain that she had gone through during the first therapy.. what do you all think? should or should not send her for chemotherapy?? your answers/view matters to me.. thanks..

after so long........

2009-02-17T15:33:00.006+08:00

ok... since the last time i updated my blog was long ago, I shall update it now...

I'm at home shaking legs everyday, taking care of my grandmother, being my family's driver since i'm so damn free.. wake up morning, clean clean clean, watch tv, sleep, eat, sleep; (that explains my size now, enormous). normally on thursday, i will have pool session with carmen in 7th floor... (college) and my most of my money is not being spent on food like before but it's being spent more to CYBER!! marder ar!! my house still got no internet line, got phone number ad... but no line... i beg you tm.point... please be hurry... if not i'll claim every single sen i used to go cyber from you!! nah... cant do that... jst saying..

most of the time after pool, i will drive around with carmen... explore new places.. the first time i did that, i drove to ampang... walao... wanted to show carmen 'little korea' and guess what... i dorve around for 2 hrs to find that place.. actually im like damn near the place ad but im going round and round so many times trying to find the place.. and at last at 2.30am i finally found that freaking place... then later drove back.. i only reached home at 3 something in the morning. the last time i drove around after pool with carmen is to KL.. finally i actually drove to stadium merdeka. was shocked to see so many ppl there chilling at around 1 something. then drove to JLN TUGU. was hoping to get to see tugu malaysia. unfortunately i drove to a dead end. but found out that if i wanna go to bird park, orchid farm and many other places, drive to jln tugu. lolz. then after that drove pass many clubs. very happening clubs. saw so many sexy girls, no hot guys.. swt.. then drove pass ritz carlton. miss that place actually.. then after that showed carmen pavillion. lolz.. then after that head back to her place then to my place. reached home around 2 something. kinda like driving around like that in the middle of the night but i know its dangerous.. im a psycho person who likes driving around like that. cause everytime if i get lost and able to find my way back, i will feel so satisfied and proud of myself.. LOLZ....

My grandmother was diagnosed with 2nd stage colon cancer, and she went for surgery last week, Saturday; 7th February 2009. Everyone in my family was shocked to hear that my grandma have this cancer suddenly. The good news, she is doing good now, just that she's a lil' lazy to move around now... cause being pampered in the hospital by the nurses there.. but that doesn't matter to me.. Jst glad that she's back home now and doing great... can smile and still INSTRUCT me what to do while lying down.. wow.. i really salute her... There's one thing about my grandma you all should know.... My grandma is a person who cant let go of things. eg: my dad is an adult who can take care of himself, he's working and most of the time comes home late and at times very late and at times wont come home at all.. work OT. My grandma is already so old yet cant let go of things... what she will normally do is, she will wait til my dad comes home until will fall asleep on the sofa, and when my dad reach home, my grandma will be awake to warm up the food for him.... where on earth can you find a grandmother/mother like this now... my grandma is 75 years old... before she has this cancer, she's always very active cooking, going out and joking around. msg to my grandma : Po, you're old ad... it's time for you to enjoy and relax. Let us handle the things.. It's time for you to learn how to let go of things.. It's our turn to take care of you.. Stop being stubborn and start accepting things. We'll always be there for you.

I CAN FEEL THE DISTANCE!!! singing away

2009-01-26T02:55:00.003+08:00

i feel the distance between all my frens.... my college frens and my highschool frens... i blame it all on TELEKOM!!! why?? why why why!??!?!?! WHY my housing area still got no phone line when JJ is 5 minutes away (walking distance) and Cyber cafe is 1 minute away (driving distance) from MY HOUSE?!?!?!??! arrrrrggggghhhh!!! i can so go insane now..... haihhhhhhhh...... nvm.. when i get my line ad i'll start keeping you all update with my life again... hhahaha... i'll make sure i keep in contact with all of you... esther!!! we shall skype, webcam, chat and gossip more when i get my internet line ok?!?! and by the way,

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO ALL OF YOU!!!!!!

random / emo

2009-01-21T00:53:00.002+08:00

days have past, weeks have past, months have past...... memories will last forever... i have no idea what im typing nor saying now... but jst updating it since it's been a long time i didnt update it. what i miss and hate in the past.... the good and bad....

I MISS :

*spending my time more with my sis (paulina) and other important ppl in my life..
*not worrying about financial that much.. being able to buy what i want.
*hanging out with frens without worrying about financial...
*being closer to my college frens and highschool frens...
*my days were occupied with classes and outing..
*my thinner, slimmer, happy-go-lucky days...
*outing with my family before...
*hanging out with kepochis during the 3 weeks esther came back..
*miss working/training in The Ritz Carlton especially with ppl in Club Lounge...
*working/training in Zanmai with all the ppl there and my manager CK and captain Ah Boey...
*THE DAYS WHERE I DUN HAVE TO WORRY ABOUT ANYTHING AND ALWAYS GET POCKET MONEY FROM PARENTS!!!!!!!!

I HATE :

*less communication among my family members..
*mom and dad always busy so seldom got holiday together... it's like "ONCE IN A BLUE MOON THING"
*being the middle person....
*aunty and grandma complaining to me about someone... and hate the fact that whatever they complaint is true...
*that someone is making my life quite fan....
*the fact that noone is helping me out much especially my sisters when cleaning the house...
*the fact that the kids in highschool are freaking RUDE now...
*being lonely
*not having money and JOB yet...
*being bored most of the time now....
*SEEING PPL WITH COUPLE AND I DUN HAVE ONE...
*****BEING FAT....
im jst being emo now that's why i post this thing here... nothing else better to write... nothing else better to say... understand and analyse every single words i typed and said... haihhhh...

MOTIVATION is the most important thing in my life... if im not motivated to do something, i wont bother to do anything... there's only one thing that keeps me motivated.. guess it correct; you know me well....

LAME + SICK = GO FIGURE..

2009-01-13T22:31:00.003+08:00

yes.... yell, shout, scream, scold, whack, hit, slap for not updating my blog for so long... so now here i am updating my all so "famous, wanted" blog...... -end-

p/s: i'll update when im not sick... chill peeps..

LATEST UPDATE AFTER SOMETIME

2008-12-29T00:57:00.003+08:00

lol... i jst have to put "LATEST UPDATE AFTER SOMETIME" as my title cause it's been a while since i last updated my blog... omg... so many things have been going on around me... after finals was fun, crazy, tiring, pokkai-ing, and wild times to go through...

19th dec 2008, friday

went to GENTING with carmen, josephine, max, kevin, and sim. we paid extra rm6 fpr express pass and it's so DAMN worth it man.... ppl are like queuing up and cursing us when they saw us cut line... (who told you all dun wanna buy express pass??? lol.. not our lost, it's your lost. too bad... mr sim was the one who made us laugh all the time like sohai man!! especially when we were riding the pirate ship.. gosh.. he was not shouting like how NORMAL ppl would shout. he was ROAAARRRING like a dinasour!! and max; walao.. before the ride started he ad screamed like a girl!! gosh! created so many attention... you can hear all the laughter and tsk tsk tsk from other ppl.. so what???!! they were all dead sitting the rides without screaming/shouting. we were jst trying to have fun! omg.. and kevin.... after teacup with max, he couldnt even walk straight.. spin like sohais even before the ride started. you should be there to know how hard carmen, jo and i were laughing!! that was briefly about genting outing.

20th dec 2008, sat

got my mention... was very satisfied with what i've got. got very honourable pass. it's what i aimed for cause i know i didnt study hard/smart enough for my finals. hey.. but i didnt better compared to my other terms which i normally will get 13.something only ok? lolz.. went to pyramid after that.. went had lunch with carmen, max, josephine, kevin, eugene, steven, jenna, janice, shanny in zanmai. then played cards can say the whole afternoon til evening. then later to avril's dad shop in taman tun for seafood (group 1 gathering with lecturers : hans, nicole, carmen, tsuey kuan, chun min, jack, suk yin, suyin, sim, avril, and me with mr patrick and ms jasmine) in the night with carmen, jack, tsuey kuan, and chun min. go eat in restaurant muhibbah seafood in taman tun. very nice seafood there!! then continue with our gathering to avril's house with snacks, wine and champagne.. thank you ms jasmine and uncle for the lovely wine and champagne and food... thank you avril for inviting me/us..

21st dec 2008, sun

official day of shifting to new house.. YES PPL!! i shifted to bukit tinggi 2! no longer in my old house ad.. and yes to those who keep on asking me to invite them to my open house... i will invite you all.. no worries! jst that dunno when only! jst dun worry k? i'll make sure i buy extra credit to sms you all and prepare more food since got more ppl will come..lolz! been busy cleaning my house and unpacking all the things and arranging and moving things all around.. gosh... tiring la!! then some more damn sad.. new house got no internet connection.. so that explains why i didnt update my blog for a long time rite?? i HAVE to go to CC to go online ok?!?! damn sad man... mommy...... faster apply for line... i wanna go online at home not CC.. no privacy... sobs... :'(

22nd dec 2008, mon

esther came back!!!!!!! woohoo!!! time to go out and spend more money!! pokai-ing session begins!! but then all for good stuff also ok!? get to go out makan.. my hobby.. jln2 cari makan with esther and kepochis.. ehhehehe!! had karaoke session with gee, whay lyn, ameleen, whay lyn, ah kang and 'shim' in green box. went there with hopes of seeing kelvin.. unfortunately, he's not there.... so damn sad... but nvm.. whay lyn got new target ad!! lol!! then walao.. note to everyone.. if you all planning to go green box, aeon, bukit tinggi, til 3a.m. please park your car nearer to the loading bay... OMG!!!!!!! esther and i walked pass the loading bay to our car for 3 times!! damn tiring man!! it's like walking half around jj outside to our car.. CRAZY!!! so please be wiser to park nearer to the loading bay next time k?

24th dec 2008, wed

went to esther's place for christmas eve party.. a lot of food (turkey and homemade lasagna from her mom... yumm!!! c'est delicioux) went there with peoy gee, wei sze and yee lin. others aka whay lyn went clubbing and ameleen i think celebrated with her qing ai de lao gong... so only three of us.. talked and laughed and ate and watched all the time.. sang a while also.. family christmas carolling at 12a.m! MERRY CHRISTMAS Y'ALL!! lol.. fun fun fun!!

25th dec 2008, thurs

had dinner with my juniors and their couples.... good thing tiffany was with me so not so bad... still got someone to be my couple if not i'll be some lamp post for both couples.... went out with e-jinn, daniel, serene, vincent and tiffany aka gloria sung.. sorry... hehehe... had dinner in tgif, pyramid.. OMG!!! if anyone were to go out with tiffany please be prepared to laugh all the time with her craziness... you jst have to bare with it... love her for being crazy!! make me laugh laugh laugh... love serene and e-jinn, my darlings for inviting me for dinner... thank you so much.... view pictures please click here ...had a great time with you all... unfortunately when you all went home, i was emo cause i miss my college frens a lot and also all my kepochis.... i felt bored after dinner... im a loner.. so damn sad.... after send serene back, i went home and pick up my sister and ying zhi to teman me to go cyber.. only went home at 3.45a.m from 12a.m. love this CC near my house cause the connection is damn fast and no lag and the computer screen is so big!!! good for blind ppl like me.. hehe..

26th dec 2008, fri

went out with esther to sungai wang to see ah kang's brother singing competition... then had window shopping session with ah kang after the competition... felt sorry for his brother cause he didnt get through the next round.. the reason was his voice was not good (ppl got sore throat la) and outfit not nice.... wtf!?!? like that comment also can... swt man.... pity his brother.. nvm.. got family support.. after that they actually went out together.. lol.. esther and me walked to pavilion from sungai wang to shop there.. as usual i always ended up not buying anything wan.. esther bough a bag and top from FOREVER21. got sales now so nice to shop... *not so much for me* then had dinner in fridays again... esther wanted to eat her JD grilled chicken.. so accompany her lo.. then when paying bill... esther suddenly said OMG!!! i thought what happened... then she was like i only spend _ _ pounds for this lovely, fulfilling dinner.... LOLZ! when you're in UK, everything is expensive! so it's different when you convert Pound to Ringgit and shop in Malaysia.. it's like wow.... you're rich over a night..

27th dec 2008, sat

official day, steven went back to Vietnam... IM GONNA MISS YOU STEVEN!!!!!!!! went to KLIA with carmen, josephine, max and kevin. met andrew, janice, jenna, fer lin and shanny there.. we had to lie to steven saying that we all couldnt make it on time cause got accident... heheehe... wanna surprise him ma... then that andrew damn smart!! asked him where are they he said in front of mcdonalds... yes he was in front of mcd but it was few miles away ok?!?! (ok... exaggerated..lolz) ended up also steven scolded us for lying to him about accident and all... lol!! we love you so wanna surprise you ma... chills.... selyna the driver sure everything ok wan... *coughcough* then his flight is at 2.45... damn sad... had to see him leave... but he'll be back on february!! yeah!!! then after that went back to college a while.. the head to segafreddo for drinks and food!! and then as usual.. we played cards instead of talking to each other.. LOLZ!! BIG 2 aka CHOR DAI TI rox!!!! then accompanied kevin, max, carmen, mommy aka audrey and josephine to sunway club for swim.. BUT!! jo and i didnt swim.. we didnt wanted to so became the nanny to take care of their things while they swim.. jo and i talked.. had nanny chatting session... LOLz!! then went straight to klang seafood centre to meet up with esther and her family, gee and her sister, and wei sze for seafood.... esther's parents belanja... thank you so much aunty and uncle!! sorry for being late again.... then supposed to go CC after that but i was too tired and sleepy so slept off.. hehehe...

28th dec 2008, sun

today whole day went out with mom to shop for stuff for the new house... asked mom to buy me a B-E-A-U-T-I-F-U-L BUTTERFLIES PRINTED mug that i found as x-mas present and she did!!! thank you so much mommy.. muaxx!! then i bought another one for someone... ;D then spent the whole day cleaning my house again.. re-arranged my furniture in my room... now my room looks 10x bigger!!! so nice!!!! looks empty but good also.. got space for frens to sleepover!!! hehhee ... then at 12 im here in cyber checking facebook and reading blogs and updating my blog... hehee...

p/s: so sorry for the long long long post with no pictures again... as i said.. no camera... so faham2 aje la... ok?? now you all know why i was MIA for so long... HAPPY HOLIDAY TO Y'ALL PEEPS!!! LOVE YOU ALL SO MUCH!!! MUAXX!!!!

MGS Primary Alumni Gathering

2008-12-15T16:47:00.010+08:00

14th december 2008, SUNDAY - i had the alumni gathering in windmill, aeon bukit tinggi. had lots of laughter and nice food there.. my bunch of crazy seniors were there.. really really nice that i got to meet most of them again after so so so long... got shocked when i saw estina and esther changed. both got long hair now.. wow... after so so long i know them with short hair finally got long hair.. wow..

and i found out that most teachers remember me because of my omg evil "twin" younger sister.. she has quite a good/bad reputation in school among all the teachers.. lol... happy for her that she got 4a's for UPSR eventhough i dun see her holding any books.. lol...

me : hi pn flora! can remember me?? wow you can remember me ar? teacher.. you still can
pn flora : hello!! *close eyes* you are siew rite? you have sisters rite? sze yie and another one?
me : sze chie..
pn flora : oh yeah.. sze yie look exactly like you but sze chie dun look like you all.
me : yeah she looks like my mom. wow... not bad huh teacher still can remember me.. LOL
pn flora : LOL..

many teachers also had the same reaction when i said im sze lyn.. oohhh!! your sister is sze yie ar?! look like you la! lol..... (omg to me.....)

LOL/OMG!!

teachers who went : pn. flora, pn. peh, pn. giam, pn. rajamal, pn. irene, pn. chan.

seniors who went which i can remember their name. (so sorry to those i cant really remember) : shoba (soon to be english teacher.. LOL!!), subhatra, sharmala, lisa ann, sheela, jo anne, sian yee, mun wah, ya chin, estina, mai woon, ming choi, mun khea, esther, sze lin, sze huey, mei fang, juliana lim, wei yin, hui wan, siow yin, hawa, wei wei, doralisa, and many more.

my batch : calesta, rebecca chua, charrisa terrance, maizatul, shuhaida, thaqifah, and my other two malay frens which i cant really remember their names. sorry jgn marah...

my juniors : paulina, melissa, michelle, clarissa, bain, and some more i forgotten their names.. so so sorry...

so this are roughly the list of ppl which i can remember their names. there are a lot more who went but i jst cant remember their names..

really had a great day..

MGS ALUMNI GROUP PICTURE!

Jo Anne (JELLYFISH) and Me (Siew Pao)

Michelle, Clarissa, Me and Calesta

im waiting for more pictures to upload.. waiting for seniors and juniors who brought their camera that day.. i dun have a camera.. so sad rite?? haihh.. wat to do.. thanks to that idiot who stole my camera in jonker street, melaka when i had holiday with kepochis in melaka.. sobs... :(

tagged post II & III

2008-12-11T01:26:00.005+08:00

7 ANNOYING THINGS TO ME:

#1> i hate ppl rushing me to get ready when they are the one who got up late and called me up late.. and not forgetting keep on asking me to be faster faster when im done they are still asking me to wait a while need to take this and that and go toilet all... WTF... (talking about someone related to me.. especially my mom) damn pissing off!!

#2> i dun like ppl who are inconsiderate... for eg. smoking in the restaurant when i am busy enjoying my food yet have to inhale the damn smoke!! wtf...

#3> i hate it when i ad put signal light to cut into another lane and ppl dun wanna give way til make me nearly bang their car... marder!! they cut ppl can but dun let ppl cut them... so wtf!!

#4> i hate the fact that im putting on weight so damn easy yet cant put off weight jst like that.. it's annoying to me...

#5> i get annoyed very easily when i say something and ppl talk something different about it and put the blame on me... my grandma..

#6> i get annoyed with my siblings easily when they act deaf and dumb when i ask them to help me or do something...

#7> dun force me to do something when i already say NO... hate being force...

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WHAT I WANT FOR CHRISTMAS :

#1 > A NEW PHONE... sony ericsson c908 or iPhone....

#2 > GYM MEMBERSHIP... for me to workout and lose weight...

#3 > AFTER LOSING WEIGHT WANT MORE CLOTHES AND JEANS AND SHOES AND DRESS.. yes... if i lose weight i want DRESS.. you didnt read wrong i didnt type wrong..

#4 > NEW BEDROOM SET!!!!! i dun want my mom's old bedroom set but i think i have no choice..

#5 > A DISPLAY CUPBOARD!! for me to put nice interesting stuff in it for me to see it everyday in my boring new room....

#6 > Im into cute and nice designs MUG, CUPS AND GLASSWARE.. getting old interest change...

#7 > MORE ACCESSORIES AND SHOES!!!

#8 > MORE TIME TO HANG OUT WITH ALL MY FRENS...

#9 > CASH

#10 > iPOD, CAMERA, AND OTHER HI-TECH TECHNOLOGY...

(#11 >) COMPANION FOR LIFE.. bf or gf... this wan?? hard to come true.. haihhh.....

**UPDATE** >> i want white gold / silver accessories.... thanks to sis for mentioning about white gold... i jst realised i dun have one.... sobs... need a guy to get me.. rich?? get me one please and thank you.. LOL...

M@JOR UPD@+3!!!

2008-12-11T00:31:00.004+08:00

it's been a long time since i last updated my blog.... was busy with shifting and studying... yes.. many ppl asking me why did i chose to shift during my finals... well the answer is :

1> i forgotten that my finals starts on the 10th dec, i thought it starts on the 15th dec....(dumb rite?? i know..)

2> my aunt said 7th is the best day to shift in the prayer's table (san thoi) to the new house... so when doing so, my dad ask me to shift in other things as well.. since my finals is "NEXT WEEK" i said ok..

3> the faster i move the faster i get to go holiday with my frens and dun have to rush cause next year first intake for higher diploma is 5th jan (damn freaking early) i finish my finals on the 18th, probably might go out with college frens from 21st -23rd, working in zanmai (maybe only if i have the time) then others left to spend time with esther, siew-lynn, and the rest of the kepochis. so do the calculation of days i have before class starts.

on the 7th i have to stay in the new house for at least a day.. all of us (including my aunts and cousins stayed overnight there) walao!! i tell you... i can play with my aunt uno stacko til 1 something in the morning from 9 something. got addicted to the game.. i keep on winning when playing with my cousin and aunt but lost to my aunt. guess she got more steady hands. i tried my best but haihh... failed... quite nice la sleeping in my room on the mattress. some more that night raining so is cooling.. heheh...

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yesterday damn unlucky!! not so lucky day.. first, while walking to college from carpark i almost trip on the road.. then nvm, ate breakfast with my junior, serene while waiting for ms e-jinn. then went for class. then after revision class studied in the library then took my results at 4 something then continued studying. then around 5 or 6 something decided to go back to continue studying. to my horror!!!! my HALF OF MY TYRES WERE IN THE WATER!! FLOODED!!! THEN when i walked to my car walao... flood til knee length. went to my car i saw my car enter water... shit!!! cant go back gotta push my car to the higher ground. then after hanging up my call with stephanie OMG!!! my phone dropped into the flooded water!! WTF!!! dah la i needed my phone at that moment!! OMG!! panic shit.. thank god stephanie, kang and his frens came down to accompany me.. thank you!! then when i dropped i know damn yeng!! i still can call josephine.. then she came down to check on me.. thank you so much jo... muaxxxxxx.... can get electricuted. but dun care la! still can sms ppl also.. yeng rite?? LOL.. then after that, i managed to drive my car!! PHEW! on my way home, saw so many accidents. horror.. then when reached back home i rushed like mad pack this and that to go over to my new house. when i went over to my new house. walao... my mom not there!!! house so dark and i got no keys!! AND I CANT CALL CAUSE NO PHONE!! good thing sis (paulina) was at home when i went to her house. shit.. i broke down in front of her when my mom told me not staying over in the new house and i wasted my time packing and driving to the new house. my time is precious since finals starts today! stress!!! thank you so much sis for being there for me... really needed you that time.

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today! FINALS!! using my sister's extra phone.. not really sure how to use it so when entered the exam hall i switched off my phone.. happily doing my paper cause first time i managed to write a lot suddenly A PHONE RANG!! i was like cursing in my heart who da hell didnt out the phone on silent!??! wtf man!! then when i saw the lecturer looking at me and others looking at me i looked down... wtf... i saw my phone moving(vibrating) then i was like SHIT!!! i thought i switched of my phone!?!?!??! *^@%#$^%$!!! then i was like wtf!! someone called!! then i hang up and switched off my phone again... WTF!!!! IT RANG AGAIN!!!!! CAN hear many ppl is like tsk tsk tsk there... omg... damn swt... until the lecturer asked me to switch off my phone which i already did!! so i got damn pissed with the damn phone!! i removed the damn battery and jst dump it on the floor.. wtf... sorry guys.. then that max!! walao scare me... said what if the phone still rings when take of the battery ad like one miss call?!?! WTF!!! I'LL STRAIGHT AWAY THROW THE PHONE OUT OF THE WINDOW MAKE SURE IT DIES!! then during second paper fnb... walao.... didnt bring my phone in with me cause scared ad.. so i removed the battery and put it in my bag.. while doing paper i suddenly cough and cough and cough nonstop.. OMG!! distracting others again... really damn unlucky!! dah la when i coughed i couldnt breathe and my knowledge jst gone like that.. wtf.. so yes!! i did stupid mistakes in my paper.. pissing off man!! haihhh..... nvm... dun bother ad... that's my story... unlucky days...

sad yesterday, happy today!

2008-11-29T22:40:00.003+08:00

yesterday, 28th nov 2008 was not really a good day for me.... i jst realised how stupid i can be during upselling session.... mr tay boon and mr anshol was the examiner for upselling in my fnb extra class yesterday. i realised that i SUCK BIG TIME in upselling.. yes i do upsell in sushi zanmai like ALL THE TIME!! that's because i like japanese food and because i know the food quite well that's why i can upsell... the thing is.. my a la carte menu for exam is something which does not motivate me to study or research more about it... i know i had done research on my menu as most ppl saw my notes but then again... i really dun understand why cant i remember those information when i have already done my research on it... i jst cant remember anything i read. short term memory.... sign of aging i would say. man.... not only that... when it was my turn to upsell to those 2 examiners, (it was jst a practice) my heart was beating furiously, my palms were sweating rapidly and and the moment i opened my mouth my voice refuse to come out til mr tay boon got feddup... he even asked me to stand on the stage and talk to him.. OMG..... those questions he asked me were VERY VERY VERY STRAIGHT FORWARD... unlike the time when he asked SIM... i cant answer a single damn thing... i was too nervous... all i could do is bite my lips, roll my eyes, look around for help and keep quiet.... OMG... i seriously gotta do something to overcome my fear of BEING PANIC... the main reason why im PANIC during upselling is because i know my skills of speech and my knowledge of the food SUCKS... as mr tay boon said.. 10 seconds of silence is like 1 minute of silence.. OMG.... i embarrased myself in front of group 1 and 2.. they did help me but i couldnt understand what they muttered and could not accept what they said.. my mind was completely blank and blocked.. i really wish this matter would not happen during my finals or i'll jst fail for my upselling which will affect my practical exam. I GOTTA REMEMBER EVERYTHING I READ!!! WELL NOT REALLY EVERYTHING BUT JST THE IMPORTANT FACTS!! I need help............... the whole day i didnt wanna talk much my mind went completely blank and my heart jst felt weak after failing to upsell... i was down the whole day.. went out to lai kong restaurant for dinner with ms jasmine, sim, avril, and rosalyn for dinner. at least i somehow released my tension there.. had a lil laugh when sim was telling his story... funny wan in fact.. when im back home, i tried to sleep but then couldnt.. i was tossing and turning.. omg.. i dun even know what time i slept from 1am when i was on my bed.. everytime i close my eyes, i'll think of upselling.. OMG... -END OF YESTERDAY-

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today i went and pick up my baby... OMG!! damn happy to get back my car!!!! for 2 weeks i dun have my car i h ad to go through all the hassel to find transportation to go and come back from college.. wth... from driving my mom's car (my dad send her to work i'll send her back home from work) to calling my aunt to fetch me to train station to cycling (carrying my brother at the back) to train station which makes me damn tired after that!! fat ad.. no stamina.. OMG.... finally my baby is back... anyway...

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today is a special day for someone... someone whom i got close with in college.. someone who is younger but wiser and smarter and prettier and thinner and slimmer than me in college.. someone whom i sit with in class most of the time.. someone whom i fetch her back (if i driving) most of the time.. someone whom i have chatting session in the car for longest time frame :2hrs til 3am.. someone whom i mentioned in the blog.. someone who is understanding and caring.. someone whom i've learned and shared quite a lot from and with her.. and that special someone whom i am mentioning about, Ms. HO CARMEN...

HAPPY LEGAL 18TH BIRTHDAY TO YOU... A YEAR WISER, A YEAR RICHER, A YEAR PRETTIER AND A YEAR GETTING CLOSER TO ADULT HOOD.. hahahhahah!!

may you have a blessful year with joy and happiness..

once again. happy birthday to you carmen..

wat a day...

2008-11-21T00:31:00.000+08:00

i know kepochi-s.. sze lyn... why you so long didnt blog ad!?!? simple.. the reason is M-A-L-A-S!!

i shall start off by telling you my embarrasing moment... OMG.... this happened on last tuesday.... it was raining and the floor was very wet... i was with jo, nic and ros... then we wanted to check out the cake house beside a mamak.. nic didnt know that the shop existed.. LOL.. so we went and check it out.. on the way there, we saw janice in the mamak.. so went in and said hi to her... i walked in cause i saw shanny and janice.. BIG MISTAKE!! BAD CHOICE!! as you know water + oil on floor = super slippery floor rite?? ok didnt thought of that.. so i walked in calmly.. and the next moment you know, i was "dancing" in the mamak... WTF MAN!!! i nearly slipped and fell on my back + butt... i managed to pull myself up but then i was still unstable... so almost slipped and fall on my head again... walao.... i tell you... i tried standing up straight and makin myself stable for 3 times!!! shit!! and all this happened beside my lecturers' table!!! walao!!! mr daniel yong, mr. suhaimi and chef tan!!! i so no face man!! when i heard that daniel laughed at me from shanny.... shit... until today i dun dare to face him.... E-M-B-A-R-R-A-S-S-I-N-G...

then had my restaurant practical class on last wednesday.. walao.... first i had to cycle to the train station.. my brother was standing behind.. damn tiring man!! shows how long i didnt cycle and how PANCIT i am.. walao.... then i had duck carving and pineapple flambe on the same day.... already expected to end class late ad.. but i dindt know it ended damn damn late man!!! MY CLASS ENDED AT 1AM!! walao!! damn late!! tiring!! tell me... do you all have class til that late?!?!? carmen some more asked me whether want to go oldtown or not since it's the last class.. i was some how relunctant to go cause i have no car and my dad/mom is picking me up.. so i dun want to get nagging and all.. so i told them that my class will only end at 1... and i will have some discussion so only come and pick me up at 1.30... walao... it really ended at 1AM... so the plan gagaled.. then my dad and i went for supper.. one of the best supper ever!! went and have BAH KUT TEH.... (PLS DUN KILL ME ESTHER...) shit man.. i didnt know that there was a 24hr bah kut teh.. ok.. to all the klang ppl.. it is at the klang bus station there.. the shops there.. know know?? go try out.. not bad you know their bah kut teh... yUMMy...

then today went to i walked to whay lyn's shop from giant... supposed to wait for ameleen come and pick me up wan but i was too hungry and too bored in giant so i decided to walk to whay lyn's shop.. it's not that far though... i only take 10 minutes to reach there... i could have taken shorter time to walk to whay lyn's shop but due to the fact i was walking with flip flops under the rain (drizzling only) my flip flops is slowly getting wet and the water is splat on my legs.. YUCK... so took time to clean that up also... went to whay lyn's shop to celebrate ameleen's birthday.. went and cut cake... hehhe.. before that i had fried glass noodle and jasmine tea.. yummm... nice.. only ameleen, whay lyn, wan sin and me were there to celebrate ameleen's birthday.. sorry ar... no pictures for now.. if want see pictures go ameleen or whay lyn's blog.. hope they posted pictures...

P/S : whay lyn.. i told you ad.. once i didnt blog for long, my next post will be long.. hahahha!! happy reading peeps!! muaxxxxx.... XOXO

P3@CE...

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2008-11-15T23:05:00.000+08:00

i shall show you the pictures of my poor baby.... then only shall continue writing my blog..

THE FRONT SIDE AND BACK VIEW OF MY BABY

the front view of my baby badly damaged.. the water coming out from my car is the radiator water... my radiator cracked due to the impact..

the front side view of my car... i hate the lorry driver who bang me.. seriously...

the rear of my car... where the lorry bang me... causing me to bang the other cars in front.

rear of my car close up...

then today i went to italiannies, gardens to celebrate rosalyn's birthday.. omg.. we were so noisy there... had many inceidents happened.. you know la if there's ppl like us sure the restaurant go up-side-down.. who are the ppl?? JOSEPHINE, MAX, ANDREW, SIM, avril, nicole, suk yin, mei ling, and kevin... kevin and avril are the photographers of the day... gosh... we camwhore til damn kao lat... we took damn many pictures... jst go to facebook to see... too many ad.. i cant upload here if i do so my blog will explode.. we ate salad, deep-fried calamari, classic carbonara (omg!! it so heavenly....) then had pepperoni and classic pizza.. full... then later had chocolate cake from secret recipe... anyway, thank you so much rosalyn for inviting me and rosalyn mom for the lovely food!!!

i am happy that at last my insurance company found out that the idiot lorry driver did went and file a report... so meaning i can so claim from his company.. i thought he would be running away from his mistakes... didnt know he actually went and make a report.. glad he do so.. so i would like to thank him for his good deed but again.. im hoping that i get to collect my car ASAP and without paying a single sen! well i contact Kiv, the swift driver yesterday about the incident.. he sound like a nice guy.. called to inform him about the lorry driver.. he actually said thank you to me before hanging up the phone.. if it was others i think they would say oh.. cause he is not claiming from me.. it seems that he want to claim from the lorry driver as well.. cause it was really not my fault.. nice guy.. *hoping so*.. that's why i can have fun in italiannies after a while and take so many pictures... but then every pictures also i'll end up looking fat.. damn!! but i have favourite pictures of the day.....

Max "the sexy Jap" and me.. LOL..

curtain-ed Max, sexy Jo, fatty me..

Avril, Nicole and me.. i like this picture the best because we all look so humble and this is the only picture which i dun look so fat.. so im HAPPY!! lol....

overall, i can say that i had a good day... supposed to study but as usual.. always procrastinate... always study last minute then always burning candles at both ends wan.. end up becoming panda.... help help help!!!

BAD LUCK DAY

2008-11-15T00:35:00.000+08:00

TODAY IS SUCH AN UNLUCKY DAY FOR ME... SORRY BUT IM GOING TO WRITE WITH CAPS LOCK ON CAUSE IM SO PISSED!!! FIRST.. MY MOM CALLED ME IN THE MORNING CAUSE SHE LEFT HER PHONE AT HOME AND ASKED ME TO SEND IT TO HER... ON MY WAY THERE I KINDA WENT 2 ROUNDS AT THE SAME PLACE CAUSE I KINDA GOT LOST CAUSE I DUNNO HOW TO GET TO MY MOM'S OFFICE.. 2ND.. MY MOM CALLED ME AGAIN TO ASKED ME TO GO TO A LIGHTING SHOP TO STOPPED THEM FROM BANKING IN THE CHEQUE.. SHE SCOLDED ME CAUSE I TOOK MY TIME TO LEAVE THE HOUSE.. IT WAS 9 SOMETHING AM.. KEEP ON RUSHING ME AND SCOLDED ME " YOU DUNNO WHAT IS URGENT AR?!?!?" THEN I WAS LIKE I NEED TO BATHE AND GET READY TO GO... WHEN I REACHED THERE, THE SHOP WAS FUCKING CLOSED!!!! WTF!!!! RUSHED ME FOR WHAT?!?! WHO ON EARTH OPEN THE SHOP THAT EARLY!?!?!!? SOME MORE IT'S A LIGHTING SHOP!! ARRRGGHHHHH!! THEN WHEN IM ON MY WAY TO COLLEGE FOR FRENCH EXTRA CLASS.. I WAS TOO EARLY SO DECIDED TO GO SS15.. THEN 3RD INCIDENT HAPPENED WHICH RUINED MY WHOLE ENTIRE DAY... AN ASSHOLE LORRY DRIVER WITH THE REG NO WRW 2234 WENT AND BANG MY CAR!!! I BRAKE MY CAR AD CAUSE IT WAS RED LIGHT.. I WANTED TO DO A U-TURN BUT IT WAS RED LIGHT SO OBVIOUSLY I BRAKE MY CAR... THIS STUPID ASSHOLE BASTARD LORRY DRIVER CAME AND BANG MY CAR!!!!! WTF!!! MY BACK BUMPER AND FRONT BONNET WAS DENTED... MY RADIATOR SPOILED.. THE CAR WAS LEAKING WATER... WTF!!! CAUSING ME TO BANG THE CAR IN FRONT AND IT BANG ANOTHER CAR IN-FRONT.. WTF!!! AFTER THAT, HE DIDNT GET DOWN FROM HIS LORRY FOR QUITE SOME TIME.. HE WAS ON THE PHONE.. THEN I WAS GLARING AT HIM.. WHEN HE GOT DOWN I DEMANDED FOR HIS PHONE NUMBER.. HE DIDNT WANTED TO GIVE.. HIS REASON WAS "BOSS SAYA AKAN DATANG" FINE..I WAIT.. THEN A GUY CAME WITH HIS MOTORBIKE. THEN I ASKED WHO IS THAT?? "OH ITU ABANG SAYA" MANA BOSS KAMU!??! SUDAH MAU SAMPAI.. THEN LATER OTHER FOREMAN WAS DISTURBING ME.. I CLEARLY SAID "NO THANKS! MY OWN FOREMAN IS ON HIS WAY" STILL TALKING TO ME.. WTF!!! GET LOST MAN!!! THEN WHEN THE BROTHER CAME THEY WERE TALKING IN TAMIL.. I DUN UNDERSTAND OBVIOUSLY.. THEN LATER THEY SAID SOMETHING ABOUT POLICE.. SO I ASSUMED HE ASKED WHERE TO MAKE POLICE REPORT.. THEN WHEN HE WANTED OT LEAVE I STILL DEMANDED FOR HIS NUMBER THEN THE BROTHER SAID "TAK PE... SAYA ADA KAT SINI.." WTF... THEN THE FOREMEN KACAU ME AGAIN.. THEN THE FUCKING ASSHOLE BROTHER TOOK THE OPPORTUNITY TO RUN!! FUCK!!! I DIDNT GET THE NUMBER!!!!! WTF!!! THANK GOD I TOOK DOWN THE REG NO. AT LEAST THE CAR DRIVER IN FRONT OF ME WAS NICE ENOUGH TO ASK ME WHETHER IM OK OR NOT.. WTF... ASSHOLE LORRY DRIVER!!!! NOW IT SEEMS I CANT CLAIM INSURANCE FROM HIS COMPANY CAUSE HE DIDNT FILE A REPORT!! AND MY INSURANCE AGENT SAID I CANT CLAIM FROM HIM CAUSE OF THAT AND THAT IS A MALAYSIAN LAW!!!! WTF?!?? IF LIKE THAT I WILL HIT AND RUN ALL THE TIMES!!!! I DUN BELIEVE THERE'S SUCH LAW!!!! IF THERE IS THAT EXPLAINS WHY SO MANY CASES OF HIT AND RUN IN MALAYSIA BECAUSE OF THIS STUPID LAW!!! OMG!!! SO FUCKING PISSED!!!!! ARGGGH!!! THE 4TH INCIDENT : I WAS SHOPPING ALONE IN PYRAMID AND WHEN I WANTED TO LEAVE IT RAINED.. SO I HAVE NO CHOICE TO SHOP AROUND PYRAMID ALL BY MYSELF TIL NIGHT.. WHICH WAS DAMN BORING!!!! THE 5TH : WHEN MY BROTHER CALLED ME, I TOOK OUT MY PHONE FROM THE POCKET AND MY PHONE WENT FLYING AND I KINDA MESSED UP A DISPLAY IN AN ACCESSORIES SHOP.. I KNOW THAT PERSON WAS KINDA PISSED.. SORRY.. DIDNT ASPECT SUCH THING TO HAPPENED... THEN THE 6TH : MY MOM INDIRECTLY SAYING THAT IM DUMB!!! FUCK I CRIED IN SUNWAY PYRAMID AND EVERYONE WAS LOOKING!! I WAS TRAUMATISED AND ANGRY AND PISSED!!! AAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!! DUN FUCKING SCOLD ME AT THE WRONG TIME!!!!!!!!!!!! WHEN IT'S NOT EVEN MY FAULT!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARRRRGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FUCKING PISSED!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IT WAS MY FIRST TIME MEETING THIS KIND OF ACCIDENT!!! WHICH I DUN ASPECT IT TO HAPPENED AND OBVIOUSLY I DIDNT KNOW WHAT TO DO!!!!

P/S/: EVEN IF IM PISSED I STILL WANNA SAY THIS.... : sorry for using many Fuck in my blog... im jst very pissed off.... sorry...

day to day activities..

2008-11-13T05:56:00.000+08:00

i have been sleeping really late for the past few days ad... was kinda stressed out cause i am this week restaurant's manager and at the same time i gotta study for the menu for upselling... so usually i'll do research about the menu til late night.. and that is why whenever im invited in the chat room with the KEPOCHIs, im always not there... sorry... STRESS LA.. understand la ha.... then was glad that i got quite a good result for French oral assessment.. i know most of you wondering why my blog is like so dead rite?? there.. the reason is already stated up there ^^^!!

so today was the day..... that big STRESSFUL day... OMG... i really need to learn how to organise myself before i can lead the team... seriously... i was so disorganised that i somehow almost killed myself... cant imagine how many times i climbed up and down the stairs... freaking 6 TIMES!!! i know... got lift to use why didnt?? that's because im lazy to wait for it.. so i decided to be a "Superwoman" to run up and down many times... crazy but true... exercise... kononla nak dietkan?? yeah rite... make me tired only got.. but fats still maintain in my body.. especially my BUTT!! giler besar...dpt byk komen dari mak cik... ask to cut the fats there.. OMG... i'll try ok, i'll try... then today i didnt go for break also during the class... the only meal i ate was wan tan mee at 10 am until 11pm... crazy rite?? manager ma... ms jasmine also said : yeah i know... most manager wont have the appetite to eat cause i'll always hunt them down to get things done... you know i was so stressed because i didnt do my job well.. i forgotten this and that.. haihhh... 'LO YAN NGOI ZING' old ppl symptom.. die die die... how to survive like that?? i dunno....

then while i send others for break, i was busy doing my last minute "preparation" my reservation list also belum buat.. such a good and organised manager; i know.. thanks....... haihh... i was very lucky that my classmates are all very helpful.. really helped me a lot.. i shall thank one by one.. : thank you so much brendan, suyin, avril, tsuey kuan, jack, hafiz, hans, sim, suk yin, nicole, chun min, and carmen.. yes... i followed the table number if you're wondering.. LOL.. and so sorry to avril for making you didnt get to eat jst now.. im so sorry again..

during class... my guests came late but was lucky that i managed to do things all in time.. my guests ate fast that's why.. then today i had crepes flambe... WALAOEH..... I TELL YOU... today when i wanted to flambe, the fire came up for a while only then vanished... *pooF!* then mr. alex said it might be the fan which was making me hard to catch the fire.. then go for 2nd attemp... so yeah... meaning, 2nd shot of brandy.. OMG.. and i failed again!! this time was because i didnt heat up the front of the pan hot enough to flambe.. so mr. alex tried again with the 3rd attempt.. this time, my shooter glass still got some brandy and triple sec.. i had to mix both in a glass. mr. alex used that and shit... he caught the flame.. haihhh...... i need to practice more on that...
guess what's the results of trying many times to catch the fire... that's rite... i made the guests drunk... LOL!!! i went behind and tasted the sauce.. OMG!!! i only tasted brandy and triple sec.. i didnt taste sugar and orange juice.. shit.. sorry louis and frens... thank god malaka dun consume alcohol.. hahaha..

then after class, went to oldtown kopitiam with carmen (OMG AGAIN!??!?! rite??) lol.. it's like a weekly routine after class.. LOL.. i didnt eat during the break ma.. that's why go eat lo.. i ate toasted bread with kaya and butter *double* and zi mut nai cha.. walao.. damn full!! my stomach shrunk.. tahan hunger til no feeling ad.. then talk talk talk with carmen.. then met up with tsuey kuan, tsuey teng, paul and vee there.. and then talk talk talk.. then left the place around 12.30.. this time no 1-2hrs session of chit chatting in the car with carmen.. tired and got things to do and got class tmr at 11... then went home couldnt sleep.. cause had a caffeinated drink jst now.. so chat with esther and played pool with shoeb at the same time watched a THAI GAY MOVIE CALLED LOVE OF SIAM(nice movie..) omg.... MARIO damn cute.... *drools*... cant believe i can watch until so long... thought of going to sleep by 4am... and you should be able to guess i slept after 4 rite?? yes!! you're damn rite!! IT'S 6.24 AM now and im still not asleep and HYPER!!! i know!! YOU SIAO AR?!?!?! GOT CLASS LATER AT 11 AND STILL NOT SLEEPING!??!!? WTH.. rite?? lol... that's me after drinking caffeinated drink.. hehehe...

ok la.. i mau pergi bobo skrg... need to wake up at 9.30 later.. good thing driving to college tmr.. if not.. have to wake up earlier to "CHASE" the train.. so.. toodles!!

*sohai-ed, crazified, bimboticfied, siao-e-fied, stupidfied, sillified girl... yes i know... lol..*

oh oh!! one more thing.. HAPPY LEGAL BIRTHDAY TO SERENE!! muaxxx...

tagged : write your blog in malay language...

2008-11-08T23:02:00.000+08:00

memandangkan whay lyn tag saya untuk menulis blog dalam bahasa melayu, saya akan cuba sedaya upaya untuk menunaikan hasratnya..

hari ini, saya pergi main badminton dengan mei ling and suk yin kat USJ 1, Subang Jaya pada pukul 12.45. sebenarnya, apabila saya bangun pagi tadi, saya berasa malas hendak pergi main badminton kerana saya rasa saya akan dapat demam selepas main badminton tetapi akhirnya pergi juga kerana sudah beritahu suk yin yg saya akan pergi pada hari jumaat yg lepas.. saya amat benci waktu nak bersukan dapat sakit pula.. penat giler la.. tadi main badminton pun dah nak stgh mati.. lari sini lari sana kerja bola... memang memenatkan.. tapi memang peluh byk waktu main la.. saya main single, doubles dan mix doubles... BEST.... gdk (gelak dgn kuat = LOL)..

lepas tu, balik rumah mandi tidur... mentah2 dah penat kan main badminton.. mak cik saya dari seremban datang ke rumah saya.. selepas tu saya ikut mak, mak cik dan nenek saya pergi rumah baru kat bukit tinggi... terkezut apbl nampak fun fair dekat JJ tu belum tutup lagi.. dah lama ada kat situ.. pasti whay lyn nak mempelawa kita orang pergi main bumper car dgn dia.. gdk... satu hari keluar tak jadi belajar pula.. dah la minggu depan saya jd restaurant manager tp masih x sedar diri lagi.. masih nak relaks.. dah la hari isnin yg akan datang ada ujian bahasa perancis.. belum lagi bersedia untuk ujian tu.. takut giler la...

anyway, itu sajalah saya nak blog tentang aktiviti harian saya hari ini.. minta maaf kalau ada silap tatabahasa ya... jgn la serious sgt... gitu2 aje la...

P3@C3!!
P/S : whay lyn... saya dah cuba sedaya upaya ok?? saya tahu.. pelikkan bahasa melayu saya?? GDK GDK.... SAYA INGIN TAG ESTHER DAN AMELEEN UNTUK MENULIS BLOG DLM BAHASA MELAYU.. semoga berjaya!!

SICK = SAKIT / CONNED = DITIPU

2008-11-08T01:56:00.000+08:00

im sick... sick sick sick... haihh... im having flu and cough... so not good.. you know.. the feeling of having less oxygen in your brain will slow you down from thinking fast?? gosh... i've been saying a lot of wrong things today while chatting... couldnt think straight.. that was in the afternoon.. good thing in the night not so bad... went to whay lyn's shop again.. i ate garlic bread rm 1.80, drank white coffee rm 1.80 and ate 1 scoop of rum and raisins ice cream FREE.. thanks whay lyn!! then i was reading through a chinese magazine in her shop.. i saw the front cover and got attracted to it.. i saw a singer who i think is 'yeng' and pretty at the same time.. damn jealous.. i like her style... feminine masculine style.. damn cool.. wish i could dress up like that too.. yes whay lyn, i know i can.. i just need to lose 20 kg then definitely can ad.. anyway, her name is jade liu li yang.. go googled.. malas nak upload gambar kat sini.. then later ameleen came and join us also..

anyway, i so wanna complain to you all about UMOBILE... i somehow experimented the charges of UMOBILE... they claimed that is cheaper than other network.. well dun get conned!! just now i called carmen (thanks carmen).. talked to her for only 13 minutes... guess what... THEY EFFIN DEDUCTED rm6.70!!! wtf.... i talked to paulina on the phone for more than 45 minutes before with that price.. and talked to someone else with different network for 20- 30 minutes with that price also.. WTF... i think someone has to define CHEAP to them... GOSH... konon-nyer CHEAP... kepada semua kawan dan pembaca sekalian, jgnlah mudah ditipu oleh UMOBILE.. promosi mereka memang menarik perhatian ramai org ttp sebenarnya ada udang di sebalik batu rupanya... jadi, kwn-kwn sekalian, saya menasihati semua, jgn lah mudah ditipu spt saya... saya menyesal skrg... tp.. kalo korang semua tukar ke UMOBILE jgn lah lupa saya, beritahu saya agar saya blh berhubung dgn korang dgn MURAH...

p/s : sorry for my SUDDEN bm blog. was practising my malay... hehehe... hopefully you all understand..

WTF..

2008-11-07T01:00:00.000+08:00

today i only went for one class which was HR management class and skipped tourism class. why?? i went for the livin' it up event with carmen, jo, chun min and kuan.. it was mostly exhibition for health purposes.. it was ok until i made a silly decision to do this body checkup in one of the booth.. well.. i shall start commenting.. the promotion was nice.. rm2 for registration. FREE body check up.. the place looked well equipt with modern medical instruments. so obviously i signed up.. suddenly so health "concious" rite? i followed my frens that's why. after filling up the form, the lady gave all of us each a bottle to fill up with our urine for urine test. gosh.. being a girl to do this test is so HARD!! we dun have the "thing" to hold and aim.. damn..LOL!! therefore, when we girls do it, it will be messy.. shall not tell further details.. jo, kuan, min and i was like suffering when filling that thing.. then later, hand it in to the lady. this is when i started hating it so much.. well, there's such thing called privacy between patient and doctor. if you are a "qualified" doctor, you would know this. i had my BMI test, this particular lady whom i dun wish to call her doctor or nurse cause to me she's not qualified.. damn bloody rude and loud and so unprofessional like want the whole world to know ppl's problem.. damn WTF!

lady : *checks my height and weight*
me : *looking blurr*
lady : *after checking* ok.. your height is x and your weight is x.. you were supposed to be x kg.. so you are overweight! you're x kg more than your ideal weight!(she talks damn loud)
me : *WTF!! you dun have to announce to the whole damn world rite??!?!! b***h!*

then she continued explaining to me or i'll rather say to the whole world about my results.. SO WTF... damn damn damn rude!! and i admit i was embarrassed and pissed off!! we were doing this beside the entrance door... so WTF!! then not only that... the consultation especially this man... jst because the lady he consulted was pretty to him he make sure that she gets everything perfectly done.. it's so obvious that we were queing up for our turn for the thyroid ultra sound scanning but he asked his colleague to 'pong hei gao dim'.. wth.. good thing the colleague know how to say there the line is here.. if not i'll be damn pissed.. cause i've been queing up for so damn long ad.. then its like they see face wan. you pretty i give you better treatment. you ugly, sorry too bad for you.. WTF.. now im thinking twice.. are my results really accurate and true? i know some are cause i went to family clinic to check before and came out the same results. but others are not. dun care la.. free wert.. you dun pay them, they layan you like shit and you pay them, they layan you like king/queen.. that's a norm in life.. money is everything. no money no talk. got money lets talk.

will only get the results of my overall test next week. hopefully they dun persuade me to get the products and ask me to pay for anything.. yes, it's a must to spend money on our health purposes BUT! not to ppl who are unprofessional like them.. after that we went to Clinique talk. it was pretty ok to me cause it was just 1 hr talk.. so nothing much can be talk about.. got few samples from their product and 1 Rm100 voucher! that will be useful if i buy their products.. shall see when first..

so that's about it.. that's what i roughly did today.. *sleepy*...

p3@c3!

yesterday and today..

2008-11-06T03:45:00.000+08:00

firstly i would like to appologize if my blog is braggy and boring.. im cheong hei and got no camera to add pictures... so must use other ppl's camera to do so.. heheh.. pai seh...

anyway, these are the pictures of whay lyn and me in her shop, AI Kopitiam and Cafe, Bukit Tinggi yesterday... her shop serves local cuisine with reasonable price. the environment of the shop is peaceful and quiet but not too quiet. a good place to chit chat with frens there.. go there and try to know what im saying. dun mind about the model.. she's damn ugly i would say.. not you whay lyn but me..

Whay Lyn's shop.. Ai Restaurant and Cafe

French Fries served : Rm 4.50 *good portion resonable price NICE*

Jasmine Tea Ice : Rm 1.30 *nice and reasonable price*

The TAU KEI SOH and me... hehehe

Camwhoring session with my ah jie, Whay Lyn

there are sad times in life cant be happy always...

I had restaurant practical class today.. e jinn, her mom, her fren and xinn ee came and dine in today.. im very surprised tht xinn ee came.. didnt see her for such a long! time.. the food served was salade d'orange, roast chicken and mango flambe.. i would say my service today was pretty quick, rather unusual.. cause i have chicken and mango carving to do. so was pretty happy about it.. after class, i would have old town kopitiam session with some of my frens and i would also have extra session with carmen later.. i only reached home at 3.10am today.. chat with carmen for 1 hr plus in the car.. we really have a lot to talk about.. lucky that my mom didnt call me to ask me to go home early if not i would miss such session.. lol.. it was FUN! anyway, that's my boring and fun life today.. *bleep*

sienz....

2008-11-04T20:33:00.000+08:00

supposed to be doing research for food for tmr's class.... guess where am i and what am i doing now?? im in WHAY LYN'S shop!! muahahahha!! dun get jealous esther, ameleen and all the other KEPOCHIs... im actually using lyn's pc now and she's standing beside me... funny and lame rite??? that's my life.... creating a lame historic life.... i had final exam and higher diploma options layout briefing today... shit im stress!!!! damn stress!!!! when mr tay boon was talking about the exam's layout i got damn stress!!! and when i couldnt decide which option i wanna choose next year, the stress-o-meter in me increased... omg..... SIENZ!!!! it's time for me to be serious.. no more playing a fool... *hesitating*.... +__+

OMG..

2008-11-04T01:02:00.000+08:00

i procrastinated yesterday.. supposed to study for today's french assessment and guess what.. i didnt get to do my assessment.. time's up!! shit!! another day for me to worry and procrastinate. anyway, went to pyramid today to celebrate rosalyn's birthday.. carmen and max followed my car... damn this is funny!! for the first time!! MAX!! hahahahha!! he did something embarrassing while we were on the way to pyramid.. i kinda con-ned him that andrew's car was behind my car.. guess wtf he did.. *was listening to how do i live without you* without looking, he just turned behind and started lip-singing (showing action) with full of emotion with his eyes closed.. "so-called" serenating to andrew and suyin!!! but once he opened his eyes, he realised that was not andrew's car!! OMG!!! SOHAI!! ahahahahha!! he actually dunked and hid his face and kept cursing!! so embarrassed ar!! wtf.... carmen and i was laughing like mad in the car.. OMG! max.. learn your lesson.. before doing anything stupid, CHECK FIRST!! hahahahhaa!!

then had dinner in Kim Gary with nicole, sim, suk yin, leroy, carmen, max and rosalyn. damn.. we had many sohai and lame jokes while waiting for that sim to finish cutting his hair... omg!! talking about the sizes of d**k again... gosh... im surrounded with perverted ppl.. i admit.. im one too!! hahahahha!! then went and watched movie.. the best friend's girl.. my advice.. DUN FREAKING WATCH THAT MOVIE IN THE CINEMA ESPECIALLY WHEN YOU'RE IN MALAYSIA WHERE THEY WILL SENSOR EVERYTHING DAMN THING!!!! trust me.. it's quite a nice movie but only if you watch the unsensored version.. damn pissing off and annoying!! it's like half way they were cursing F**k that whole damn sentence wont make sense to you cause they freaking cut that scene.. WTF!!

after the movie, was walking to the carpark with max and carmen.. suddenly heard the fire alarm. i admit. i was kinda in shocked that time but as homosapiens.. curiosity kills the bird.. so we went and check it out but there was no fire.. crap!! potong steam! rosalyn lost her parking ticket and OH OH!! SOME LADY... GOSH.. wonder what she was doing while driving... SHE BANG THE DIVIDER!! her front of the car was badly damaged!! black oil was leaking out yet she still can sit in the car and talk on the phone.... scary shit.. at one moment i thought i was going to die if the car were to explode!! but thank god it didnt.. so-called cheated death..

anyway, just wanna say that i had a fun day today listening to dirty, sohai, and lame jokes.. not forgetting getting to witness some unfortunate incident.. i think i should rephrase this... *CURIOSITY KILLS THE HUMAN* that's what happened in every scary movie!!
P3@C3 0U+>>>

tagged post

2008-11-03T11:02:00.000+08:00

thanks est *sacarsticly* for tagging me....
ANYWAY,

hmm.... 10 things about myself that most ppl dunno..

1 > i hate clubbing! not many ppl know that.
2 > i am a bad drinker (get drunk easily, turn red super fast)
3 > i am actually not a neat person.. i am a messy person. (yes est.. that's the truth)
4 > i think i have a guy in me.. (being confused about what gender i like)
5 > i hate tags actually.. only doing it for the sake of est
6 > i love my college friends as well as my high school friends. (i dun abandoned them)
7 > i am a very bad tempered person
8 > i always dream of going to the gym to work out til now i havent.. *pfft*
9 > i dare to dress up if im slimmer, thinner and prettier.. LOL
10> I HATE TO DRESS UP WHEN IM FAT.. LIKE NOW... CURRENT...

now.. i would like to tag EST, WHAY LYN AND AMELEEN AND NICOLE..

AND i would like to wish HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ROSALYN!! HOPE YOU ENJOY YOUR DAYS TO COME... HEHEH..

ke-ray-zee time

2008-11-03T09:51:00.000+08:00

it all began at 8:o4:24 PM..... est and i had a pretty decent conversation.. she was complaining about her phone..*dead ad* and she missed church... then at 8:14:39 PM gee was added in the chat room. i complained about me having stress cause im going to have my french assessment today. later at 1:30 PM. I WAS SUPPOSED TO STUDY!! emphasize STUDY!! then at 8:27:45 PM, lin was added in the conversation. yee lin and i have something important today.. she has a final presentation and i have french ORAL assessment. then est started saying that i have a bf from turkey.. WTF!! no i dun.. he's just a friend.. then all the bf/hot,cute guys topic started. then gee started with the d**k topic.. i know lin, my sudden appearance in the convo shocked you all.. gosh!! see how crazy our coversation can be.. not done. then est said about someone who f**k every afternoon with shit pop(boyzone & westlife) music.. then started playing with emotion sounds in MSN and pissed off lin.. *sorry lin* and the damn connection is so fckedup that everyone will pop-in and out from the convo.. SO ANNOYING!! 12:17:59 AM.. ameleen was added in the convo. 12:18:04 AM.. whay lyn was aded in the convo. and for the first time!! almost everyone was in the chat room.. wei sze and mj was not online. then was talking about the plan to vietnam next year.. i wanna go but i think i cant.. *studying* *nerding* haihh.... i pity ameleen and whay lyn.. they were sesat-ed. then whay lyn plans to go out without est.. *sorry est* jgn jealous! then we were talking about KELVIN (greenbox worker).... gosh... then i started the convo with chinese language.. then est started thai.. then lin started french and i continued it.. hahaha.. then gee started hokkien.. then est suggested malay and suggested us to have malay name... WTH.... the names are... est = esah, gee = kamariah, whay lyn = siti, ameleen = latifah, me = selIna, the funniest wan.. lin = ASAI!! HAHAHAHAHHAHA!!! it was a typo error from me.. it was meant to be ASIA but asai sounded nicer and funnier.. so yeah. lin.. from now on is ASAI! we were laughing our ass off like some sohai-s!! my god.. then est started food topic.. *she was hungry* she started about piercing topic too.. then i told everyone i have a blog *surprisingly* then that's when everyone was talking about blogs.. at 1:48 AM whay lyn left. then ameleen asked me to go out for mamak. i couldnt. then food topic started again. then at 3:01AM gee left. we were teaching est how to cook sardine.. LOLS! then at 3:24AM.. everything ended..

so my point is.. i procrastinated because of the convo i had with the KEPOCHIs.. and i know many of you (readers) would think that how lame can we be while chatting about nonsense stuff still early morning rite?? well.. that's us.. the nothing-better-to-do gang.. and im loving them more and more everyday.. and est... faster get your ass back here!! wanna go out for food and have fun!!

p/s: i would like to apologize for the LONG, BRAGGY blog... only ppl who are involved in the convo would understand... i dedicate this post to esther, yee lin, peoy gee, whay lyn and ameleen..

today is a new beginning

2008-11-03T01:22:00.000+08:00

omg.... im not the kinda person who will blog about my daily life and sharing it with the world actually.. so i know many of you (readers) would wonder why did i created this blog.. well.. the answer is>>> cause my fren, whay lyn asked me to create one.. and so i did just for the fun of it and for her sake. so before getting ready to read my other posts, i would like to apologize for all the grammatical errors.. im not perfectly great nor good in english.. i speak roj-guage.. so just be prepared for the new beginning of my blogging life........ this is dedicated to all my KEPOCHI frens... est >> monkeys.. me?? >>kepochi..

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