I CAN FEEL THE DISTANCE!!! *singing away*

i feel the distance between all my frens.... my college frens and my highschool frens... i blame it all on TELEKOM!!! why?? why why why!??!?!?! WHY my housing area still got no phone line when JJ is 5 minutes away (walking distance) and Cyber cafe is 1 minute away (driving distance) from MY HOUSE?!?!?!??! arrrrrggggghhhh!!! i can so go insane now..... haihhhhhhhh...... nvm.. when i get my line ad i'll start keeping you all update with my life again... hhahaha... i'll make sure i keep in contact with all of you... esther!!! we shall skype, webcam, chat and gossip more when i get my internet line ok?!?! and by the way,

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO ALL OF YOU!!!!!!

random / emo

days have past, weeks have past, months have past...... memories will last forever... i have no idea what im typing nor saying now... but jst updating it since it's been a long time i didnt update it. what i miss and hate in the past.... the good and bad....

I MISS :

*spending my time more with my sis (paulina) and other important ppl in my life..
*not worrying about financial that much.. being able to buy what i want.
*hanging out with frens without worrying about financial...
*being closer to my college frens and highschool frens...
*my days were occupied with classes and outing..
*my thinner, slimmer, happy-go-lucky days...
*outing with my family before...
*hanging out with kepochis during the 3 weeks esther came back..
*miss working/training in The Ritz Carlton especially with ppl in Club Lounge...
*working/training in Zanmai with all the ppl there and my manager CK and captain Ah Boey...
*THE DAYS WHERE I DUN HAVE TO WORRY ABOUT ANYTHING AND ALWAYS GET POCKET MONEY FROM PARENTS!!!!!!!!


I HATE :

*less communication among my family members..
*mom and dad always busy so seldom got holiday together... it's like "ONCE IN A BLUE MOON THING"
*being the middle person....
*aunty and grandma complaining to me about someone... and hate the fact that whatever they complaint is true...
*that someone is making my life quite fan....
*the fact that noone is helping me out much especially my sisters when cleaning the house...
*the fact that the kids in highschool are freaking RUDE now...
*being lonely
*not having money and JOB yet...
*being bored most of the time now....
*SEEING PPL WITH COUPLE AND I DUN HAVE ONE...
*****BEING FAT....
im jst being emo now that's why i post this thing here... nothing else better to write... nothing else better to say... understand and analyse every single words i typed and said... haihhhh...

MOTIVATION is the most important thing in my life... if im not motivated to do something, i wont bother to do anything... there's only one thing that keeps me motivated.. guess it correct; you know me well....

LAME + SICK = GO FIGURE..

yes.... yell, shout, scream, scold, whack, hit, slap for not updating my blog for so long... so now here i am updating my all so "famous, wanted" blog...... -end-

p/s: i'll update when im not sick... chill peeps..